{"id":3058,"date":"2023-07-20T18:27:01","date_gmt":"2023-07-20T18:27:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/?p=3058"},"modified":"2023-07-20T18:27:01","modified_gmt":"2023-07-20T18:27:01","slug":"recovery-repair-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/2023\/07\/20\/recovery-repair-7\/","title":{"rendered":"Recovery &#038; Repair"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Tuesday, July 18<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wish the bad typing symptom were not so active these days, I have a lot to say. To cut to the chase; tracking symptoms can be like becoming fascinated with what should be thrown out while cleaning the attic. But ever-changing symptoms of the past week aside, I have often had a familiar sense of deep security, and a recognition that recovery is real and ongoing. The symptoms are part of a healing process that accelerates in opposition to how deftly I can set them free. That being said, as of today symptoms have returned to default levels, and while I am certain that self-induced pause has been turned off (with periodic revisits out of habit) I&#8217;m not certain about biological pause, and if it isn&#8217;t off yet, what to do next. In the meantime, I wait for symptoms improvement to cycle around for a bit longer than five days, which seems to be the pattern.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>[<em>the following is from&nbsp;<\/em>Stuck on Pause<em>&nbsp;by Janice Hadlock<\/em>]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBiological pause from trauma sometimes fails to turn off automatically after the body stabilizes. In these cases, the Five Steps can be used as a prod to turn off pause. Sometimes, biological pause fails to turn off because the injury remains unhealed due to the severity of the injury or mental dissociation from the injury: the body cannot heal that which it doesn\u2019t know exists. In these cases, treatment of the injury and\/or re-association with the injury will often lead to spontaneous completion of the Five Steps.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On his own Roman recited a list of improvements in my condition that he has observed in the past year or so; it was impressive.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tuesday, July 18 I wish the bad typing symptom were not so active these days, I have a lot to say. To cut to the chase; tracking symptoms can be like becoming fascinated with what should be thrown out while cleaning the attic. But ever-changing symptoms of the past week aside, I have often had &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/2023\/07\/20\/recovery-repair-7\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Recovery &#038; Repair<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3059,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3058"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3058"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3058\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3060,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3058\/revisions\/3060"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3059"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3058"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3058"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3058"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}