{"id":2988,"date":"2023-05-15T18:25:33","date_gmt":"2023-05-15T18:25:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/?p=2988"},"modified":"2023-05-15T22:09:51","modified_gmt":"2023-05-15T22:09:51","slug":"recovery-repair-may-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/2023\/05\/15\/recovery-repair-may-15\/","title":{"rendered":"Recovery &#038; Repair &#8211; May 15"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Thursday and Friday of last week were noteworthy for good quality of movement. In walking it was easy to pivot and turn, and I could go through doors and make small adjustments to my stance without freezing. In typing, I could write a line or two accurately and smoothly. At night I was able to turn in bed and easily find comfortable positions. Saliva and nasal discharge were at normal levels. I could hold my pee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And much, much more.  It felt like PD was thinking of jumping ship!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Over the weekend most of that went away.\u00a0 Friend advises patience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>[all of the following is from\u00a0<em><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"http:\/\/pdrecovery.org\" target=\"_blank\">Recovering from Parkinson&#8217;s<\/a>\u00a0<\/em>by Janice Hadlock]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When\u00a0I\u00a0say\u00a0a\u00a0person\u00a0\u201crecovered\u00a0from\u00a0Parkinson\u2019s\u00a0instantly,\u201d\u00a0which\u00a0is\u00a0<em>not<\/em>\u00a0unusual,\u00a0I\u00a0mean\u00a0that\u00a0the\u00a0<em>driver<\/em>\u00a0behind\u00a0the\u00a0symptoms\u00a0of\u00a0Parkinson\u2019s completely\u00a0ceased\u00a0and\u00a0didn\u2019t\u00a0ever\u00a0return.\u00a0The\u00a0use\u00a0of\u00a0pause\u00a0mode\u00a0and\u00a0the\u00a0accompanying\u00a0neurological\u00a0inhibitions\u00a0such\u00a0as\u00a0inhibition\u00a0of\u00a0dopaminerelease\u00a0for\u00a0motor\u00a0function,\u00a0an\u00a0oppressive\u00a0sense\u00a0of\u00a0joylessness,\u00a0or\u00a0even\u00a0a\u00a0sense\u00a0of\u00a0impending\u00a0doom\u00a0were\u00a0instantly\u00a0gone.\u00a0When\u00a0I\u00a0say\u00a0a\u00a0person 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In walking it was easy to pivot and turn, and I could go through doors and make small adjustments to my stance without freezing. In typing, I could write a line or two accurately and smoothly. At night I was able to &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/2023\/05\/15\/recovery-repair-may-15\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Recovery &#038; Repair &#8211; May 15<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2991,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2988"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2988"}],"version-history":[{"count":19,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2988\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3009,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2988\/revisions\/3009"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2991"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2988"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2988"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davidzarko.us\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2988"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}