Repair & Recovery

NOVEMBER QUICK DIARY

Sunday 3 – RLS was always everywhere, any time. What has occurred recently is only in my left leg (mostly thigh) between midnight and 07:00 and only in the recliner.

Monday – the shrink wrap that usually binds me, is off.

Tuesday – better movement than usual, not quite as loose as yesterday.

Wednesday – the US election made of me a trembling cripple.

Thursday – I’ve stopped trembling while still moving very slowly, but am resolved anew to confront the foe and vanquish sit.

Friday – For the first time in at least four years I was able to regularly and consistently pick up my feet while walking, indoors and out.

Saturday – Feet continued into morning (having slept hardly at all) then I took a half hour nap and woke tight and trembly. Got feet back pacing the hall for a half hour, but remained with awkward fingers and tremors.

Sunday – Flashes of liberty tucked between rafts of immobility.

Monday 11 – I am not a victim, I am a participant. And a creator. 

Tuesday – Turns out I’m averaging 2500 steps a day on my walks.

Wednesday – RLS seems to have returned, but only evenings in the recliner.

Thursday – Friend is more and more a part of my hourly experience.

Friday – Orvieto’s glorious Friday evening parade.

Saturday – Morning walk very difficult, evening walk almost normal. And so it goes. Had a spontaneous and strong turning off of pause just before lunch (I think).

Sunday – Sleepy all day.

Monday 18 – Stumbly legs, fingers more agile than normal, a little dull-witted but clear on the inside.

Tuesday – Arms tight and uncomfortable, walking quite good.

Wednesday – Walking very good, arms relaxed.

Thursday – Walking almost impossible, sleeping a lot, day and night.

Friday – Morning walk very ragged, evening good and almost smooth at times. Evening voice strong and clear.

Saturday – Repeat Friday. 

Sunday – Great disappointment; RLS has returned with a vengeance. Wish I knew why it was gone for so long. (turns out the bad stuff only lasted for a day)

Monday 25 – Gone for several weeks now; excessive nasal discharge after eating or sneezing (for years). Don’t know if that was typical of PD, but in any case, I hope it stays gone.

Tuesday – Sleeping a lot. Was complimented on an improved stride today, several times.

Wednesday – The stride tightened, but only Roman was around to see it.

Thursday – Made rare for several weeks; my body tightening into a plank (board of wood) involuntarily after a nap.

Friday – Momentum. Don’t interrupt.

Saturday – “I’m doing this to myself!” makes me stronger.

Sunday 1 December – Callouses hurt so bad I can barely walk.